I don’t know what to say if I would ever see you again. Maybe I would just cry or laugh in happiness, stare or just be in utter shock in disbelief, or probably touch you again just to assure me that you are really there---alive.

But there’s just one thing I know that’s certain: I miss you. Maybe not more than how you miss your little princess, but just enough to make me feel incomplete every single day I wake up and realize that you’re not there anymore. For 10 years you’ve been missing in my life, it leaves me clueless on what to say or even on where to start if you were to ask me what has been happening while you were away. i want to tell you everything, but i don't know how. i don't know if you're feeling my pains too, if you're also happy whenever I am. I don't know what you're reaction would be when you see me; how I look, how I talk, how i smile, how I breathe. I don't know how you would feel when i'de hug you tight or kiss you just like before. the truth is, i don't even know how it feels to have you around anymore.

i miss you. not enough, right?

quesa- 07/23/09 (late post)